I Wish to Love You More
I wished there were heaven and hell that we
could go together,
Wished that my shadow always overlapped yours.
But I wished I could be strong, dream about things other than you,
Wished I had no thoughts and no feelings.
I wished god would look down on me and despise my dependence,
Wished I could realize how foolish I was.
I wished I could learn to ignore you,
Wished I would stop all these purposeless scrambles.
All I wished for, made me love you even more.